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Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
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8:59 pm - Guess who got a girl
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Lil (7:28:25 PM): I've had a crazy crazy couple days
Andi (7:28:34 PM): Me too. You go first.
Lil (7:29:23 PM): I had a date with a girl last night. (keeping in mind I've never gotten past kissing with a girl before) I slept over and me and her and her boyfriend had much naked shnoogling and smooching and groping and I got like 4 hours sleep
Andi (7:30:22 PM): Awwwww... cute!
Lil (7:30:22 PM): She's now gone from "my admirer" to potentially "my girlfriend"
Andi (7:30:25 PM): No Blink?
Lil (7:30:52 PM): No, but there were permissions all around beforehand
Andi (7:31:35 PM): Yes, yes. I assumed. :-) I know you're good.
Lil (7:31:39 PM): hee
Lil (7:31:50 PM): Such fun. Oh god I'm tired
Andi (7:32:02 PM): Oh, good. That's really great.
Andi (7:32:06 PM): I am also tired.
Lil (7:32:07 PM): I made out with a girl! *hops*
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Lil (7:37:43 PM): If it makes you feel any better, you were the first person I wanted to tell all about my date, after Blink
Andi (7:37:48 PM): AWWWWW
Andi (7:37:53 PM): You're lovely.
Andi (7:38:12 PM): I am very proud of you for getting some hot threeway action and hooking it up with a girl!
Lil (7:38:21 PM): hee! <3 !
Lil (7:38:31 PM): *loves*
Andi (7:38:42 PM): :-)
Lil (7:39:50 PM): I actually avoided touching boy parts, as the rules on extra-marital boyness are undecided, but me and him played tag team licking her. it was fun. And when I kissed her goodbye this morning, he high fived me, all "bye tag team!"
Andi (7:40:10 PM): Awww. haha.
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current mood: thrilled
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| Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
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11:46 pm - Skirt and cock pics
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| Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
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2:59 pm - drunken slut fantasy
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| Sunday, August 15th, 2004
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5:45 pm - Boyish girls are hawt
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So there's this girl. At first glance you might think she's a boy. She's very, very thin, with narrow hips and baggy jeans. The band of her boxers shows sticking out the top. Looney Tunes boxers. Her shirts are small and tight, and her breasts are tiny. She has an androgynous face and geeky glasses. Her hair is very short, dyed blonde, and combed at the front to a little upward point. So I'll call her Tin Tin.
I can imagine myself grabbing her waist and pulling her against me, grinding against her and holding her down. I can imagine her wearing a strap on and insisting on being on top, being far more comfortable fucking me, taking control, treating me like a breakable little girl, and being the man she wishes she was. But it's not about dating, or her personality, or even kissing. It's all about her body. Everything from the neck down. But I digress.
There was this party. I got drunk and danced with a group of friends. I considered her one of that group. Nothing special. No nervous tension or awkward silences. Just me and her and other people dancing.
When I told the story to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) blinkandmissit later, he said "She flirted with you?" I said no. He said "But you danced with her?" "Yeah." "And you told jokes?" "Yeah." "And she laughed at them?" "...Yeah..." Apparently I've achieved the definition of being hit on without even knowing it.
So there we were, dancing. The rest of the group left the dance floor. She followed, but I stayed and kept swaying and people-watching. A new song started. "Sweat, baby, sweat, baby, sex is a Texas drought." She came back and had to yell in my ear to be heard. "I changed my mind!" And we danced together with no other friends around. We gyrated and swayed to the pounding rhythm and the usually funny but now serious chorus of "You and me baby ain't nothing but mammals, so let's do it like they do on the discovery channel." I kept my eyes on her swinging hips and her belly button and her clumsily hanging arms she didn't seem to know what to do with, and she very intently kept her eyes everywhere but on me.
Later, sitting outside, (she drinks beer right out of the bottle) we were sitting with another guy, who I'll call PermaStudent. He plans to keep going to school forever, get as many PHDs as it takes to never have to actually work. So far he's done theatre studies and anthropology. Tin Tin is going into the sciences. I can't remember what type, or maybe I wasn't really listening. I leaned forward across the table and said to her "I don't know if you know this, but you have like, the perfect body." She nodded and said "Thank you." I said "And I may be a little drunk." She laughed and said "I figured." I said "It's true though." She thanked me again. I gave her a business card and said I had to go or I'd miss the last bus of the night. She tried to convince me to stay and get a cab. It didn't occur to me at the time that the reason might be so she could spend more time with me.
I really need more practice being hit on.
current mood:  happy
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| Sunday, August 1st, 2004
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5:33 pm - Fetish quiz
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| Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
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2:47 pm
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Blink: Aw, this guy had a bachelor party. I never had a bachelor party.
Me: You want one?
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Me: Can I go?
current mood: silly
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| Saturday, May 8th, 2004
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5:28 pm - Q&A - Only one lover
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| Thursday, March 25th, 2004
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10:41 pm - I never
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Rules: Add an X to the things you've never done, then add your own. (From bonn)
I have never:
( ) been drunk
( ) smoked pot
( ) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed a friend's car
(x) been to japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
( ) had anal sex
( ) been in love
( ) had sex
( ) had sex in public
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) had a threesome
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
( ) been tied up (sexually)
( ) been caught masturbating
( ) pissed on myself
(x) had sex with a member of the same sex *tear!*
(x) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) stole something from my job
(x) celebrated new years in time square
(x) gone on a blind date
( ) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to europe
( ) skipped school
(x) slept with a co-worker
(x) cut myself on purpose
(x) had sex at the office
( ) been married
(x) gotten divorced
(x) had children
(x) traveled out of the country on a last minute decision
(x) had sex with a stranger
(x) fucked a food product
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| Tuesday, March 9th, 2004
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12:29 am - Update (no time, bestiality, double penetration, etc)
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Well, it's official. I've dropped off the face of the Earth. Or rather, I've gone through the professional equivalent of dropping off the face of the Earth, which is to say I have some extra work in addition to my regular job. Which is great for my career, not so great for my leisure activities.
Don't worry though, it's not like I'm not having sex. God no. I just don't have time to write about it. Or keep up with my friends list. I love you guys, just don't expect much (or anything at all) from me right now.
I can say though that Blink pointed me to a post on fetishconfess or somewhere about bestiality, and it prompted me to have a dream about a girl ending up in a dog's body (through magic I presume) and then convincing the guy who loved her to have sex with her while she was a dog. Yes, it turned me on. I don't feel quite as ashamed about that as I normally would, since somebody else posted about it first.
Oh, and I was double penetrated recently (husband and dildo). It felt good. Not in the usual orgasmic way, but really nice all the same. It felt like I was pooing and being fucked at the same time, and the fact that that's what I liked further proves Blink's theory that I have a poo fetish. I maintain that it's merely an anal fetish, but who can say?
Anyway, I'll leave you all to ponder the following image: Lissa, standing, naked except for a strap on dildo, holding it at the base and idly rubbing her breast. Jamie, on his knees, enthusiastically sucking and licking the dildo, moaning around it and pulling his own cock. Derry behind, stroking Jamie's body all over, preparing to fuck him, touching his asshole. "Yeah, suck my cock," says Lissa, and Derry grunts as he enters Jamie, who squirms, helpless and in ecstasy.
Wishing you all sexy fantasies and happy nights,
Lil.
current mood:  tired
current music: Poison - Talk Dirty to Me (no really)
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| Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
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1:19 am - Blow job
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Oh man. Ok, I used my new two ended dildo differently tonight. I held the big end inside me and wore a pair of Blink's briefs to hold it in place, and stuck the smaller end out of the slit. Blink sucked me off. Oh god that was hot to watch. I also got a handjob. I squeezed down while it pounded quickly inside me, and of course I watched. I so need to take pictures some time. Having a cock is one of the hottest experiences of my life.
current mood: daaaamn...
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| Thursday, January 29th, 2004
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1:15 pm - Sex in public
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I was masturbating last night, and it occurred to me there's a fantasy I've never told you guys about, to my knowledge. Sex in public, or more specifically, sex while being talked to or surrounded by people who don't care that there's sex going on. Sometimes it involves someone who really needs to talk to the people who are fucking, and doesn't wait for them to finish. Sometimes it takes place in a world where sex is seen as a basic necessity, like peeing, that should be taken care of right away, that you can leave class for, that doesn't need to be hidden.
For example, we have a guy and a girl: Jamie and Lissa. They're in the bedroom, him on his back, her slowly rocking back and forth on top of him, squeezing down, having those slow lazy orgasms. In comes a girl who lives with them, who starts putting things away and chattering about random things, as if she isn't aware they're fucking. Occasionally she waits for a response. "Right?" she says. "Don't you think so?" Jamie grunts and says "Uh... yeah." He sighs into Lissa's neck and tries to focus on both women at once.
Other times it takes place in a high school classroom. The teacher is writing notes on the board and asking questions of the students. "Anyone? Does anyone know?" Jamie raises his hand. "Yes Jamie?" "Uh, I have to have sex" he says. "Alright," says the teacher, bored. "Who wants to have sex with Jamie? Raise your hand."
A few people raise their hands. "All right, Lissa, out of your seat, come on." Lissa and Jamie go to the side of the room and he bends her over the teacher's desk. The teacher continues with the lesson as they moan and gasp. "Can anyone tell me how we rearrange the formula in number five?" and Jamie pounds noisily into Lissa. Another student, Derry, watches them and masturbates. He pulls his pants down a bit and leans back and strokes his cock quickly and very visibly. After an answer has been given, the teacher asks him "Does that sound right?" He keeps going and looks at his answer. "Unh. Uh, that's - mmm. That's what I have." "Very good, that's correct." The lesson continues as Derry, Jamie and Lissa all orgasm and shudder and moan. And everyone acts like it's normal.
I don't know why this idea gets to me so much. My clit is all hard right now from thinking about it. I may just have to go do something about that.
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| Wednesday, January 28th, 2004
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12:33 am - Strap on cock
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blinkandmissit got me a two-ended dildo and a harness as a surprise, and they arrived today! I thought about it all day at work, and the moment I got home, I tried out my new strap on cock.
It's silicone (way nicer to touch than my old plastic flower patterned vibrator, which doesn't even have a real penis-head shape on the end). Having this new one inside (the big end I mean) and having it rammed into me hard, feels, well, a lot like being fucked (except without having someone on top of me, which is half the fun). The smaller end isn't as good, but still better than the old dildo.
But just wearing it, having it sort of sway as I walk, stroking it, seeing it stick out from my body as if it was part of me (albeit a very oddly colored part of me) is one of the coolest things ever. Man, the number of years I've thought about having a cock. And when I stroke it, or grind against something, or just walk around, I feel the other end moving inside me, so there's a real connection between stroking my cock and feeling erotic sensations. I can't really explain how great that is.
After some hesitation, Blinkandmissit decided we could screw, with me on top. We had some trouble finding an appropriate position, and I couldn't get in at first. But eventually there was a sort of pop, and it slid the rest of the way in easily. And there it was. I was fucking someone. Rocking back and forth, slowly at first, into another person, watching my cock disappear inside. And when Blink said "faster" and grunted and squirmed and clung hard to a pillow, I really felt like we'd switched places. I was giving that kind of pleasure for once, from inside the other person's body. It was fantastic.
It was tiring, being on top, and I couldn't keep up a good rhythm for long, so we fucked in the usual way. After being rammed with the dildo a few times, being frigged a few times, squeezing down hard while doing the fucking, and then getting fucked, I must have cum a total of at least ten times. And then I wore the harness while playing on the internet. Not all that comfortable sitting down, but kinky to idly stroke and fondle. It's sticking straight up from under my schoolgirl skirt as I type this.
Expect a lot on this subject in the future. I will never get tired of this.
current mood: wet. very very wet
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| Sunday, January 25th, 2004
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9:29 pm - Photos: Hat, corset, fishnets, flogger, rope, collar/leash
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6:11 pm - Chocolate and head and porn
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Today I discovered the best way I've ever found to get rid of the taste of cum. Chocolate! Why didn't I think of that before? In the past, I've tried water, milk, Pepsi and other pops, juice, toothpaste... None of them really worked. But chocolate is like magic. And also yummy.
blinkandmissit read me hot gay porn while I gave head. Apparently I did my best work during the kinkiest parts of the story, which is funny because those were the times when I was paying the least attention to what I was doing. Interesting.
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| Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
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11:31 pm - Leash
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We bought a leash and collar today. From a pet store, heh. Cheap yet functional. This purchase was inspired by something another LJ user said. She apparently is a sub for the entire time she's wearing her collar. It goes on, the game starts. We're gonna try that out for a while.
Tonight, as part of the game, he had me take a crap with him in the room, holding onto the leash. Embarrassing, but interesting. This will take more experimentation before I can properly review it.
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1:21 pm - Whipping and bondage
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Yesterday after work I went to a sex shop to buy some toys. A "Japanese love rope" which makes it easy to tie up two or four limbs, and a whip with lots of narrow rubber strands. Oh, and that fetish list I made recently, where I said I wouldn't want to be a sub? Yeah, I'll have to go edit that some time.
After I got home, my husband blinkandmissit kept smacking me with the whip while I was cooking supper. I already knew I liked being smacked on the ass, but this rubber thing made it feel better. More spread out, and somehow more forceful and less stinging at the same time. And I also learned that being smacked on the pussy makes me wet. It gets the blood going and makes me feel hard.
The first thing we did when we got into bed was get me tied up. He arranged me so I had my hands tied together, and the rope went through some bars in the headboard and then down to my feet, which were also tied together. I was facing the headboard and he was behind me. He whipped me lightly at first and I liked it. We had agreed I couldn't use the safety word unless I was in real danger, so I tried not to complain too much. He focused on my ass at the beginning and hit me harder and harder. The more he concentrated on one spot the more it stung.
Eventually he reached through my legs to rub my pussy for the first time that night. Normally I push his hands away and insist he be gentle, but my hands were tied up, I couldn't fight him off, and he told me "bad slave, no complaining." I twisted around and couldn't keep from making gaspy moany noises, but very soon the forceful rubbing became good, and he whipped me while he did it. I squeezed my pussy as much as I could, trying to cum, but I was helpless and couldn't do anything to pleasure myself. It was very intense and only served to work me up more.
Afterward I was untied and told to lie still without moving of my own free will. He whipped my back and my ass. (I loved it on the top part of my back. It felt like being kicked or punched. It was like being in a fight without being in any danger.) I laid still and took it, and he told me to roll over. He whipped my breasts and my pussy, more lightly now. We did other things, like him making me say I want to get fucked by a gay guy.
But the best game was when I stood before the end of the bed and bent over while he whipped me back and ass and instructed me not to make any sound. I loved it. It was like being outside myself. It was like concentrating on being silent dulled the pain. He told me to make as much noise as I could while he whipped me, and I moaned and gasped like I was orgasming. He rubbed my clit more and I came all over my legs and the floor. He fucked me quickly from behind and came into me, and when I stood up I squirted both our cum onto the floor.
Later, after talking and working and getting ready for bed, we fucked again, and I came onto his cock, and him stroking my reddened back felt amazing. I can't wait to do it all again.
Edit: Oh yeah, and at one point I started to cry from pain and being ordered around. He held me and petted my hair and told me it's ok. I like the comforting part, and letting myself cry is probably good for a stressy person like me. It was an interesting interlude, but I don't think I'll ever see crying as the goal of the sub experience.
current mood: horny
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| Monday, January 19th, 2004
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12:40 pm - My husband's journal
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My husband has a new smut journal! blinkandmissit
So now I get to call him something other than "my husband" all the time. =) Hmm, what do you think: Blinky or Missy? ;P
Last night he wanted me to be in control. I had trouble getting into it until he turned out the light and told me to be Spike. We pretended I was Spike and he was Andrew, and I was raping him kinda and biting him. He squirmed and slapped at me and said "No, stop, please, don't..." He did really well. I ended up scratching him and licking him and pinning his wrists down.
Afterward:
Me: I think I have chest hair in my mouth... [while putting my fingers in my mouth to get the hair out]
Him: That's what you get for being a dom.
Sex is fun. =)
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| Sunday, January 18th, 2004
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6:40 pm - New friends
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Wow. 54 people have friended me since I last checked. o_O I feel so... unworthy. Why don't you guys introduce yourselves? I only recognized like five of the names.
How about this for a start? It's similar to something I saw on another journal recently:
Age
Gender
Orientation
Relationship status
Interesting fetishes
How you found my journal
The first post you saw that peaked your interest
What posts do you like best? (photos, gay boy fantasies, etc)
What do you like the least?
Other comments
Btw, these are optional questions. You can answer some without answering others. =)
current mood:  curious
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1:05 am - Photos: Hickey and panties
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My husband gave me a monster hickey this week.
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He said it looked like on this one episode of Star Trek where there were people with mouths in their necks that turned out to be parasites or something.
While I had the camera out, I thought I'd photograph my panties. But I should warn you: I gained weight over the holidays, so if you only like really skinny girls, you should probably just like, not click.
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So... fingering my husband seems to get easier every time. I guess he's less tense. Plus I go straight for his prostate now, because I know where it is. It makes him cum longer, and moan and gasp in such nice ways. Maybe I'll go into more detail when I'm feeling more coherent. Sleep now.
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| Sunday, January 11th, 2004
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8:22 pm - Fetish list
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I'll probably add to this list if/when I think of anything else. (I was able to think of a few other fetishes, but left them off the list since I really have no interest in doing them. Things like incest and fisting/footing and pain.)
Things I wouldn't do (ie. things that seem kinky in my head but probably wouldn't really be any fun)
Being shit on/shitting on someone else (Not in the mouth though, 'cause ew)
Fucking an animal
Sex in front of an unsuspecting public audience
Raping someone
Giving someone a super strong aphrodisiac so they'll have no choice but to want to fuck me
Being a sub to a dom (I'm bad with extreme pain)
Things I've done
Piss play (But not in the mouth)
Anal (me on the bottom)
Bondage (Just being tied to the bed, nothing major)
Things I'd like to do
A threesome
Fucking a girl
Anal (me on top with a strap on)
Fucking a guy who's wearing drag
Getting with someone who thinks I'm a guy (not sure how I could pull this off exactly...)
current mood: curious
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